Changes and fears

Published on Aug 19, 2020

I'm so afraid to overwhelm myself

so I tried to protect my energy and time

I said NO to commitments and cafe meetings

Then, I've had some great events with friends

and I feel more energised then in a long time

even tough I lack sleep

Phases come and go

Needs change

I mustn't be afraid to feel overwhelmed

for I know I can get out of overwhelm again

I can handle it

If I had to choose between too much going on vs not enough going on, I'd choose too much anytime

I'd rather occasionally be overwhelmed instead of bored or lonely

It's just the pain I've learnt to handle

I mustn't be afraid

I trust, I'll figure it out